This week is jam packed with activity! Today Jahna and Bearlee are coming to visit, shop and photograph us. I am super stoked to spend some quality time with my sisters and only wish that Josanna and Jenia could come also. I am now fully aware of how good it feels when we are able to spend time together, and that my sisters are something I took for granted for too many years.
My kids~drive my bonkers~DAILY! But man, I love them! I love that each night I get to go into their rooms and kiss those soft cheeks and breathe a sigh of relief that we survived another day. I love the feeling of preparing healthy meals~and that sometimes I can cheat and go thru the drive thru. I love spending time doing activities~even when they don't go exactly as I planned. There are not enough words to express my emotions...I could just eat them up, Not in a cannibalistic way but in a mommywholovesherbabiessomuchithurts way.
Today is one of those days where being alive jstu fills me up so much, and I am so grateful that I get to live this experience and even though some of the bad stuff still hurts, it just reminds me of who I am, of where I've been and how happy I am! And that my friends is a GOOD feeling :-)
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