As 2008 comes to a close and I have been thinking back over the year, it is time for me to just open up and let it all come out as i attempt to set the record straight.
First of all, it has been a crazy year. Brent graduated, left town and got married(or something like that. Then I moved, and started college. These are some pretty major events to go through let alone...alone. Abigail is 6 and Amelia is about to turn 2. I don't want to say this year has been traumatic because we had some really great times. I went to Shreveport and Galveston, and had amazing visits with friends. We have done so much this year and I feel very accomplished. I also feel very thankful for the blessings I have been given, healthy children, and house right across the street form where I was. Love and support that cannot be measured.
In the meantime I went through some pretty harsh emotional stuff. And yes, I still feel a vacant place in my heart. I fear I will feel empty forever. God is here and he gets me through each day. Without Him I never would have made it through any of this. He is Jehovah Jireh and he provided what I needed when I needed it.
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