We are coping at the moment. Trying to process the news and deal with the reality, eventually we will heal.
For now, the girls are oblivious as we hadn't told people because it was just too early.
Not that I owe this explanation. We were supposed to be 8 wks along, the baby only made it to 7...the baby was legal.
Also we weren't "trying". Does that make it easier, NO!!!
It was a baby...not tissue. I realize some may not agree with that, and thats ok. But if you choose to talk to me about this, please use the proper reference.
I am not angry...I get the medical explanation. I am sad, hurt. I lost a baby.
I know I didn't cause this, but I still feel responsible.
If you are offended that I put this out there...don't be upset with me. Just because I blogged about it doesn't require you to read it.
As time progresses, the pain will subside, But I will forever carry this child in my heart.
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