Wesnesday

While searching for something insightful to write about, I have the overwhelming urge to let loose. To embrace the freedom I desire and write the about the feelings in my heart at this moment.

However, I will not do that. Today I will be grateful for my "gate" and I will employ it.

There are so many things threatening to overwhelm me right now...and I wanna unleash the nasty thoughts in my mind, but I won't. Instead I will say I am thankful for cell phones, sisters and friends and for the ability to edit/censor myself.

Jahna and Jubilee came to visit yesterday, it was a quick, chill visit but even those few hours make me feel not quite so alone. Today I am thankful that gas has not yet hit $4.00 a gallon.

I am thankful that I had the money in my account to pay my outrageous bill at W*M yesterday, that my fridge, pantry and gas tank are not longer barren.

I am thankful for the moment of freedom I have in today~there are no deadlines to meet, places to go or people to please. Today I can rest.

I am going to try and actively enjoy today instead of dwelling on the stress and possible complications in life.

I am thankful for today.