sparkles

I think a large part of my hesitation to post is due to my inability to come up with intriguing post titles. Today is "sparkles" because I had a few minutes to paint my nails with Amelia's nail polish and they are super glittery and sparkly.

Had a great first day with little Miss A. I'm excited to have a new itty bitty to ease my suffering as the little man is determined to grow up! He has discovered rolling as a means of transportation and is no longer content to sit/lay on the mat and play with his toys. He rolls till he gets stuck then he gets LOUD! Cuddling with Miss A helps a tiny bit. :-)

Abigail is having SERIOUS issues with bedtime. I'd love to blame it on the holidays but really it was happening for months before Christmas. It was nice to have the break so that we were not having nightly fights/meltdowns/panic attacks about falling asleep. If you have any suggestions or a free monnent to say a prayer or send sleepy vibes, I'd be forever grateful!

Lots of time reviewing relationships in my life. I'm getting alot of flack in regards to my family as of late in addition to my "misplaced" happiness. Lots of old scars have been reopened and I'm processing as best as I can. I'm handling it differently, because I'm determined to create my own happiness and fulfillment as I'm been advised. (Oddly enough thats what I'm getting crap for!) Just not really sure why people are mad at me for being happy?! Situation feels a bit hopeless at this moment and I'm missing my friends, but Ill make the most of it and try to find the silver lining.